And i feel so pumped about it! I really did not want to work out tonight but I did because I knew I would regret it. As posted before I have been trying this weight loss thing for almost a year and have lost at one time up to 20 lbs now I am more at 17.5. I really want to stay below 140 and keep it off, if I lose more great if I don't I can get along with my size 6 no problem! I have worked up some momentum this week and really did well tonight, I hope Sunday turns out as good. We will see, I will keep you updated.
Well tonight was better for Tim and I seems that it is all forgotten and we are back to normal, I felt really bad and hurt today simply because we never fight like that, really we don't. I don't think we have had a fight like that since before our wedding and it was about whether or not to hire a videographer (which he thanked me for after the wedding), but it reiterated that he is important to me and we both get to where we can take each other for granted in our busy day to day lives. He means the world to me and I don't even want to think about where I would be without him.
He has already went to bed tonight, he has to work tomorrow and not too happy about it either so that is why I did my run mostly so I could feel accomplished.
I heard from Marcy today, we met her while in MX at ERC. Her and John are pregnant and I couldn't be happier for them, she is going to be so cute. She gave me pointers of where to go while in NYC, I think she lived there while in law school. But it was really great to hear from her and I wish her the best with the pregnancy and hope that Tim and I are not far behind them.
I so daydream anymore about becoming a mother, and get so excited but then think to about how spoiled i am now and how much things will change. But change for the better right? It will be the most wonderful and rewarding experience anyone can ever have, I am convinced.
Well tomorrow is Sat and I have tons of errands to run also so I will shower and hit the bed, man we are so boring.....oh well that's married life right?
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