6Weeks, 4 Days

Man time is flying but then not really, we have our first schedule appt on 2/4. I finally went on 1/2 to the doc to confirm there is a little bean. There are many symptoms some days and not that man on other days. I get scared when the symptoms lack, I am just so freaked out about a m/c. But I just pray everyday that this little one will stick and come to our wonderful home to be loved. I am feeling a little nausea, and sore breasts and fatigue usually mid day and nausea all day if I don't stay full. o far so good though.

I am hoping that we can hear the HB when w go for our first app in Feb. I just keep telling myself it is only a few weeks away and we have a lot going on between now and then. Jordans shower is on 2/3 so I will be busier soon planning that. I wont feel completely confident until that first appt.

We still haven't told many people, none of our family but I really don't want to until we go to the doc and then we will prob try and make a trip to OH to tell the IL in person. Other than that things are great here.

We have begun painting again. We started here in the hall again upstairs and I really like the color, next we will make our way down stairs. It is all coming together nicely. Tim bought me a laptop finally, I love sitting on my couch with him and Nesting or watching TV while I surf the net. It is really nice. Now I am going to have to find him a Wii he wants one so bad.

Work is going well I guess same as usual still not warm and fuzzy about it but things will come to fruition soon I guess. It will get better as time goes on........I hope once I tell them I am pg. Tim is headed north for a few days for work so I will be doing lots of nights Nesting coming up. Well that is all for now, I will check back in and update on how the baby is doing. Lets continue to pray that it sticks!